{"id":6220,"date":"2016-10-30T15:15:11","date_gmt":"2016-10-30T20:15:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/deepsicks.com\/?p=6220"},"modified":"2022-06-18T14:19:03","modified_gmt":"2022-06-18T19:19:03","slug":"beats-in-bones","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/2016\/10\/30\/beats-in-bones\/","title":{"rendered":"Beats in Bones"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t go dancing much anymore. Part of it is parking. Part is feeling old, bad neck back ached, past my bedtime and feeling out of element. Even at home, Mudcat doesn&#8217;t like it when I dance. Maybe it looks angry, or anxious, or animal. Something snaps in her dog brain and <em>bark! bark! bark! no! stop! why!<\/em> oh jeez, calm down, it&#8217;s OK, it&#8217;s just MJ or MGMT or Skinny Puppy, fine.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a choice I make but it still feels awful. All that identity stuff, most at home in my mind and body when letting go, giving up. Gone now, or transformed, and I&#8217;m trying to figure out what it turned into. If anything. It has to be, it&#8217;s energy, and it&#8217;s mine.<\/p>\n<p>When I do dance, it&#8217;s\u00a0in the street. Live Music Capital of the World, and all I want anything to do with is brass and beat, marching band madness taking over me.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/drive.google.com\/file\/d\/0B-okQJ9UO0jSbk9mNGFCYlNZam8\/preview?resourcekey=0-edNJft9mYJDfFEHu_5mvAw\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Yeah, I joined a krewe.<br \/>\nWouldn&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t go dancing much anymore. Part of it is parking. Part is feeling old, bad neck back ached, past my bedtime and feeling out of element.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7300,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[14],"class_list":["post-6220","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-shouts","tag-dancing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6220","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6220"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6220\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8326,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6220\/revisions\/8326"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7300"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6220"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6220"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/megasimon.com\/d6\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6220"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}