I like art—making it and appreciating it
but I've always moved it from the backseat to the boot to make room for "more important" things in education and life. Though I had no legitimate outside pressure suggesting I eschew art in high school, some evil adult voice in me said take a course in spreadsheets... enroll in World Tyranny. Okay, so World Tyranny was rockin. But still, I blew off art gotta be booksmart, get those scholarships! with the exception of a year of ceramics, which I took as a screw-around class and ended up well screwing around, I guess—but loving it. I did the same thing in college words and facts and books and rawwwr! My last semester of undergrad, I took a digital arts class to fulfill some remaining elective credits, and I loved it, and excelled at it, and wondered so what the hell anyway. Why have I neglected this part of my creative life? I can't draw. I can't paint. I can sorta whack stuff out of clay. And I absolutely love putting things together—photography and photocopies, techno-ephemeral cut-n-paste collage-making.


Who knows if I would've taken a greater
interest in art to the point of a life course redirection, had I a stronger foundation in the fundamentals and a mindset that allowed for it (which, thankfully, I managed to develop for creative writing). Of course, it's never too late to learn, and especially to play, to stop saying I Am Not An Artist and preface all my work with insecurity. In 2006 I had the opportunity to take a university-level printmaking class, and it was fantastic—fun—and extraordinarily satisfying. Given this background, all of my "work" is "play," no matter how seriously I take it or leave it. I created this section in deepsicks to share some of my finer moments. Enjoy.

> > Click the pictures to see the art!

disIntegration
My first foray into mutilated book art, using T'ai-Chi Ch'üan (Wu Style): Body and Mind in Harmony, written by and starring Sophia Delza. This project took approximately one million hours, a hundred thousand blades and too many cuts to count: this book drank my blood, yes it did. The page edges are sewn to hold the book shut—I like it exposed but may investigate picture box options.

Read the shout.

Dimensions: 9.25" x 9.25" x 0.625"
Date: 2008

ZOMBIKEN!
This screenprint features Ken, a founder of the hellraising annual Minneapolis Zombie Pub Crawl. I took a photo of Ken at the first crawl then a few months later, unearthed it to compose the ZOMBIKEN! print in Photoshop, adding the psychosun and birds. The run was a total of 9, scattered to the ends of the earth to wreak their deadly havoc.

Dimensions: 12.125" x 22.25"
Date: 2006

Figure C
Figure C is a plate lithograph. I overcame the drawing handicap by tracing most of it, which shows, but I think fits the iconic motif. Yes, that's me, underneath the (lung)tree—not something you seek then sit beneath, but carry within and experience nonstop.

Dimensions: 15" x 19.125"
Date: 2006

Uncle
I bought the background field and sky piece for five bucks Canadian some months before stealing time to work on this piece; I loved the color, the shiny sheen, despite the shoddy quality. It's basically a picture pasted (peeling) to a slab of wood. I'm unsure whether it's a well- or moderately well-known painting; I just knew, at the time, I wanted to do something with it.

I've also long had a photocopy of the Vlad the Impaler woodcut. They somehow ended up next to each other, sparking thoughts. I found a clear reproduction of the woodcut plus the "portrait" one of Vlad in a Drac book at UBC, and went to town with photocopies. The picture frame originally held the Virgin Mary, reportedly bought at the Basilica by the Commercial Drive shopkeeper I got it from; I was warned if I covered her up, "She'd leap out and get me." So this means it's also cursed. Yay!

Dimensions: 12.75" x 12.75"
Date: 2007

The Last Supper
Holy crap I love this thing! I got the Last Supper reproduction from the Fargo Savers for $1. I knew I wanted a zombie attack in the background, but I was stalled several months in the making looking for the perfect undead. After some failed attempts with movie posters, I headed to Wilson Library at the U of M and dug through the horror movie crit books looking for zombie hordes. This turned out way better than I expected; I planned to auction it off at my moving-to-Vancouver party but couldn't part with it.

Dimensions: 20.625" x 9.875"
Date: 2004

Death Is the Architect of All Things Beautiful
This lithograph was made with a pronto plate as a last-minute "I have extra paper and I'm about to lose access to free ink, chemicals, presses and fun!" project at the end of my printmaking class. It features a photo of the smashed up falling down grain elevators in Minneapolis not far from my old Prospect Park home. A few of these are floating around, all different sizes and quality because the printing papers were discards and the pronto plate was a messy, hasty, hit-n-miss process.

Dimensions: 8" x 9.75"
Date: 2006

Change the Same
I made this video in Premiere using photos from a trip to West Fargo over Memorial Day weekend 2006. I did not intend to do anything with the pictures, I just kept taking them: Mom was being momlike (inevitable), Rob was generally photogenic (as always) and Joe was heavily photo-resistant (more than usual). After the fact, clicking through the photos rapidly on the camera, I thought they'd make a nifty video, and when I started composing it, I regretted not taking twice as many. Narrative exists but doesn't go far enough; it feels unfinished and I wish I could give it more. Alas. The pictures of me on the swingset were taken by Ben, and the song is a cut from "dontonly" by Fake, created in 2003. It incorporates Joe and Rob's voices that I had recorded on a mix tape in probably 1998, which would make them about 8 and 6 respectively.

Runtime: 39 seconds
Date: 2006

Flowerpots
Some Mod Podged flowerpots. Kinda silly, kinda neat. They unfortunately do not work very well; terracotta bleeds, which I forgot, and the paper underneath gets soggy if I'm not careful when watering the plants. I also expected the Mod Podge to be more water-resistant; not the case, in this case. "Hellbanknotes," a part of Chinese funeral traditions, are burned for the sake of the departed so they have money in the afterlife. Similar life necessities—paper pants and shirts, paper cell phones and gameboys, paper lipsticks and paper cigarettes—are also burned.

Date: 2007

The Courtyard
Simple, subtle, neat. I'd like to redo the manipulation using higher resolution; it was originally done for my undergrad digital arts class. I shot this photo of Anna and Bennett in New Orleans in 2001; we'd just arrived and were hyperactive adventurous but not knowing where to start. We snuck down an alley in the French Quarter to find this... wherever we were. I can't imagine we weren't trespassing but boundaries weren't clear, only our curiosity. The photo alone captures the entire trip perfectly—the photochop merely heightens.

Date: photo, 2001; alteration, 2003